Today I am thankful that my words are heard and appreciated by others, so thank you to anyone who has heard this poem and thought it was wroth reblogging <3
i relaly need some one to talk to, feeling so lonely and depressed right now
im sat here crying at how bad life has got and i still feel lonely actually thought it would get easier right now but im wrong :(
i told one of my friends the whole thing and she started crying when she came to school and was crying all morning cos of me! i kept saying sorry for making her cry and she was like its because she cares and then apparently lots of other people were crying too which i really thought wow! like they cried for me! they cried cos they cared! i never thought they would care but they do! they were like just giving me support and i never knew i really had anyone that cared! like now i can honestly say it does get better! you really just need to take the step to actually tell an adult or someone who can help! i went and thanked the teacher who reported me in he could have literally now changed my life for the better! hopefully i will soon get back to my normal bubbly self! x
school have found out about my self harming and my depression today cos yesterday i was crying and not telling this one teacher fully what happened then he reported me and was worried for my welfare.today a teacher came and took me out my class and asked so i had to tell her everything. the only thing holding me back before was that they would tell parents, i knew my parents wouldn’t care and they would get angry. but then today they called my mum in and i was just really scared when i came in to the room where she was waiting in school she was crying and when she saw my scars she burst out in tears, ive never seen my mum like that. i honestly thought she would just shout at me and think i was stupid but she didn’t! i was shocked by that and i knew my dad would have to not find out cos he would have defo shouted at me or got very angry. but then my mu had told him and then he called me down at home and then i thought he was gonna shout but instead he kissed me on my cheek twice! we never kiss and he was very understanding i am still very shocked! all he did was talk to me nicely and explain why not to do it. i think i am now happy since they know now and school will hopefully help me get better and get my confidence back. my depression was mostly my weight and now i hope to become happy and healthy again! no lie you should speak to an adult or someone yes you will dread what your parents will think but at the end of the day they do care and i never knew they actually would!